Monday, June 8, 2015

Out in Public

 

Here are a video of me enjoying myself outside by my back door. This is me, simply edging and exhibiting my self-love, my vulnerable self-expression.

This blog has been a fairly high-minded discussion of erotic response and confessions. An excuse, really, to be an exhibitionist with words. I share and describe my sexual adventures, fantasies, disappointments, obsessions.

I try to tell the truth. I love the openness and freedom I feel here, to expose my deeper-hidden feelings and desires. 

And with all the thinking I've done into virtual exposure, I've been increasingly willing to show you more, not hiding behind pretty language and fantasy, not worried about hiding.

I feel safe. It empowers me to do so. 

Showing my cock is an extension of this exhibition. The animal primal urge to share, to achieve pleasure, to become excited. My cock is my inner pornographic identity.

It is thrilling in its transgression, being vulnerable as confessing, and, really kinda boring too. A guy pulls out his cock. Yes I'm empowered to act as if we are in a relationship. 

 I've already put myself on display. Enough of you have said you like watching me stroke myself. This is another aspect, the body behind the words, the erection as statement. And so why not see what it feels like to hide nothing.